"blood knife" lyrics

(Lonely boy)
Yeah

Stressed out, readin' Luke, then it all clicked
Think I been worried 'bout the wrong shit
Tryna go to sleep, gotta have the phone flipped
Trauma bounce back when I see the phone lit
Uh (You did good, $lick)

Locked in or depression, either way, I'm lookin' homeless
Pills to up my serotonin
(It's a smash)
I done missed so many moments
Uh, yeah

I been upping up my prayer life
Tryna get my head right
Uh, yeah
See my daddy breakin' down, he been fallin' damn near every night
Uh, yeah
Let the house get empty, let them think that I don't cry
Uh
Terrified, time flying
Oh no, I don't wanna die
(Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you (Oh)
But, oh, Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you, no (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah (Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you
But, oh, Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you
Have mercy on me, a sinner
Have mercy on me, a sinner
Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah

Like a wolf with a blood knife
I'm just tryna get my buzz right
Space cadet like I'm Buzz Light'
Certain death like it's fuck life
Uh, oh, oh

Is it good? Is it bad? How do I know?
Pills slow me down, but they make the time go
All my problems of my makin', guess I got hope (Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you (Oh)
But, oh, Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you, no (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner (Oh)
Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah (Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you
But, oh, Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you
Have mercy on me, a sinner
Have mercy on me, a sinner
Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah