"lord, i'm tired" lyrics

Lord, I'm tired
I'm carrying my blood line
Wrestling with questions
Like hoping I still got time
Yeah
If you see a heart, it's not mine
$lim screaming, "Don't do it" while tears fall on a Glock nine
Yeah

Been wakin' up with blood on my sheets
So stressed, I bleed when I sleep
Blind eyes screaming, "Why me, God?"
Sip 'til the pint dry
Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired
Lord, I'm tired
Lord, I'm

Lord, I'm

Yeah
I've been tryna find a way out, Lord
Oh, oh. But there I am wherever I go
Oh, oh. Alone and afraid
At home ain't the same
Wake up paranoid, would it be my last day?
I was just a child crying in the driveway
Just a broken boy wondering "Where's this Yahweh?"

Where this God of the preachers?
Why I never see Him?
Shut the fuck up 'bout a promise
Now I don't believe Him
Starin' at the barrel
Looking for a reason
Blood paint the wall Venetian
I just wanna be done

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm
Lord, I'm tired of the lies, I don't wanna hear it
Lord, I'm tired of the pain, I don't wanna relive it
Like, God, I've been praying, hoping that You lift it
But if I blow my brains out, I hope that You forgive me
Yeah

Get high 'fore I hit the highway
Struggle with God, I been hurt by blind faith
Can't have Him worrying 'bout my mind state
Jesus, take the wheel. I can't drive straight

So much taking pills in a tristate
I'm burning millions like they carbohydrates
Yeah
I pop the seal when it's time to hydrate
So lost, God can't even find me

Lord, I'm tired
Lord, I'm tired
Lord, I'm tired
Lord, I'm

Lord, I'm
Yeah, yeah
Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired
I need you, Lord. I need you