"calabasas" lyrics

You did good, $lick

People saying I don't act Christian, yeah (It's a smash)
God said I'm not lookin' for actors, yeah
I found God in a smokey meeting, yeah
Rehab out in Calabasas, yeah
And I heard the Lord say, "Whom shall I send?" Yeah
I said, "Send me, Lord," yeah, "Here I am," yeah

Here I am, here I am, yeah (Yeah)
Here I am, yeah
Here I am, here I am, yeah (Yeah)
(Ayy) Yeah, yeah (Lonely boy)

A million eyes always judgin' me, yeah, yeah, yeah (Oh, woah)
So used to pills always numbin' me, yeah (Always numbin' me)
I got questions, like what would God want with me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah (Oh, woah)
'Cause nobody ever wanted me
Yeah
Tryna not get high and that's hard for me
Yeah (Oh)
I watch my brother die in front of me
Yeah (In front of me)
I got dead bodies hauntin' me
Yeah
Christians and demons both tauntin' me
Yeah (Oh)
It's never good if they callin' me (Callin' me)

Lord, I'm on my knees and I need relief
Yeah, yeah
I was walkin' dead up and down the streets
Uh, yeah
Generational trauma, centuries runnin' through my genes
Uh, yeah (Runnin' through my genes)
Lord, I was lookin' for you and it started with the lean
Yeah, yeah (Started with the lean)

Lord, I swear I thought I saw you when I tripped out with Joaquin
Yeah (When I tripped out with Joaquin)
Pain turn to me to a fiend
Yeah
Lost my Pawpaw as a teen
Yeah (Lost my Pawpaw as a teen)
See my Pawpaw in my dreams
Yeah

I need something to believe in
Oh, no, death can't be the end
Word stay on me like a rifle (Grrt)
Grey hairs, where the time go?
Oh, oh, yeah

All this stress got me ate up, yeah
Oh, no, I am not your savior, yeah
I done tried and couldn't save 'em, uh
Get my cake up, then I pay up, uh

Get out my flesh and I get prayed up (I get prayed up)
Tryna connect with my creator, yeah
If you need me, Lord, I'll lace up, uh
I got spirit of Isaiah

People saying I don't act Christian, yeah
God said, "I'm not lookin' for actors." Yeah
I found God in a smokey meeting, yeah
Rehab out in Calabasas, yeah

And I heard the Lord say, "Whom shall I send?" Yeah
I said, "Send me, Lord," yeah, "Here I am," yeah

Yeah
Here I am, yeah
(Ayy) Yeah, yeah

A million eyes always judgin' me, yeah, yeah