"heaven 4 a fiend" lyrics

It's a smash
Lonely boy

Used to wanna die, now I'm up countin' racks
I was platinum in my city 'fore I ever seen a plaque
Mama fucked up from the pain in her back
So, I knew I had to get it, whether trappin' or rap

Sleep through the daytime, up when it's dark
Drugs in my veins, tryna numb up my scars
Feel myself fadin', remember me, Lord
I'm the thief in calvary up on the cross

Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice-cold eyes, when I cry, I shine
Yeah

Northside, where it's five plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to the sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high
Yeah

Tears in the ashtray, blood on the floor
Walls closin' in, eyes glued to the door
Another sealed deal, just to feel I need more
'Til I saw my brother blue in his wife arms

My girl was prayin', I ain't even try
Body pass out before it let me cry
I been so jaded, went numb to survive
Tryna turn anxiety into more time

Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice-cold eyes, when I cry, I shine
Yeah

Northside, where it's five plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to the sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high
Yeah

Who-who gon' save a lost one? Who gon' love a fiend? Yeah
See a evil omen every time that I sleep
Body like a boneyard, from every deadly sin
Ain't no runnin' from the dark, yeah, you know how this ends
Know how this ends

Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice-cold eyes, when I cry, I shine
Yeah

Northside, where it's five plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to the sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high
Yeah

You did good, $lick