"silent floods" lyrics

Lonely boy
Lonely car rides
You did good, $lick
Where I like to cry
It's a smash
Before I walk inside
Gotta wipe my eyes

Oh, I know pain, I know heartache
I got some things I just won't face
I'm dyin' slow in a fast lane, baby
There's still time
For you to get out alive
Yeah

Ooh, ooh
Swervin' lanes through another lonely night
Not okay
I'm afraid
'Cause I'm afraid to lose my life

Not okay
Tryna recall a good reason why
I'm not tryna die
I'm down to a hotline

Lonely rides
Where I like to cry
Wipe my eyes
Before I walk inside

Yeah, ooh, ooh, ooh-oh, oh, oh (Northside)

Powder get sniffed, goin' numb for a lil' bit, ooh, ooh (Northside)
Preacher man 'round the corner tryna turn me to a witness, ooh, ooh (Northside)
All these dreams of better days startin' to pile up on my wish list (North)
Tryna love 'em from a distance (North)
Got me cryin' every Christmas (North)

Every year I get more distant (Ayy)
And all I did was stay home (Ayy, ayy)
Time done became money (Ayy)
And this cell became a payphone (Ayy)
I know what's right because I stayed wrong (Ayy)
Tell my family, "I can't stay long" (Ayy)

Baby, I ain't worth the pain, no (Ayy)
I'll be high before the day gone

Ooh, ooh
Swervin' lanes through another lonely night
Not okay
I'm afraid
'Cause I'm afraid to lose my life

Not okay
Tryna recall a good reason why
I'm not tryna die
I'm down to a hotline

Lonely rides
Where I like to cry
Wipe my eyes
Before I walk inside

Yeah, ooh, ooh, ooh-oh