"broken vessels" lyrics

"broken vessels"

You did good, $lick
It's a smash
Lonely boy

Feel like one day I just woke up
Confused, half my life gone
Same ones that's cursing me
Same ones that I'm fighting for
Any time feelings coming up
I tell myself, boy, tighten up
Breaking down, I don't deal with nothing
'Cause I can never get high enough

It's a dark cold place when the drugs ain't working
She just wanted me, all she got was Birkens
Rich on paper, inside I'm worthless
Ain't tryna make you nervous
But

If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh, oh

This for every kid who said they wanna die
This for every kid with nowhere left to hide
This for every kid who could never cry
This one for the kids that only know goodbyes
I can't promise you it's gon' get better
But I can promise it won't last forever
Just hold my hand, we'll let go together
I know a guy with a connect to Heaven
And if I fall, hope I fall forward
I used to call, now the calls forward
Even if I fall, I'ma crawl toward it
If it ends it all, then I am all for it

How do you explain pain you can't comprehend?
Oh, who got some oxygen?
'Cause all my friends are dead, yeah, but none of them are buried
And the only man that cared for me in a cemetery
Every time I blink my eyes, it's another February
If love can name a price, I'd pay whatever it tell me
If letting go the price, I don't think I can afford it
If letting go the price, only chance I had was stolen
Days of hunger pains, you can see my ribs poking
Ain't lose all of my faith, yet, can see I'm still hoping

But I can barely breathe, I can barely eat
I been doubling up the dose, I can barely sleep
Body dragging me, even I'd be scared of me
This shit done got too deep, yeah, we past therapy

Times keep getting harder, hoping for tomorrow
The one pill I can't swallow is that I can't help my father
To a fault I'm loyal, hurting in withdrawals
I'm sure they wonder what I think as I'm lighting up the foil
Shit

If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh
If only you knew, oh, oh

This for every kid who said they wanna die
This for every kid with nowhere left to hide
This for every kid who could never cry
This one for the kids that only know goodbyes
I can't promise you it's gon' get better
But I can promise it won't last forever
Just hold my hand we'll let go together
I know a guy with a connect to Heaven

And if I fall, hope I fall forward
I used to call, now the calls forward
Even if I fall, I'ma crawl toward it
If it ends it all, then I am all for it

Hi, Angel. It's Mama. You've been on my mind, and I just wanna tell you that I am so very proud of you, your sobriety. I hope you are enjoying the tour, and I will see you Saturday. Enjoy yourself on stage. I love you so much. Bye, my Angel


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