"broken boy" lyrics

(You did good, $lick)
(It's a smash)
(Lonely boy)

I been takin' pills like I'm tryna see how high I go
Tomorrow I might grab the gun in front of me, but just for today, I won't (Mmm)
Tell me lies, give me hope, burn my eyes
Bless my ghost, way beyond reproach
Vintage trauma what I'm made of, yeah
So much shame, could fill the graveyard
Yeah
Get high to live, that's the trade off
Inner child missin' like it went and strayed off
Mama, don't check the radar
'Cause your baby's falling down
Falling down

Oh, oh, oh, oh, I think it's been some time
Oh, oh, oh, oh, since I could say that I'm fine

Yeah, yeah, she said the way you get high, it's a sight to see
Yeah, yeah, stained-glass heart, empty church inside of me
Yeah
Every hug feelin' like a coffin, yeah
Holy water, rust my veins
It's hot as hell at the place we goin'
'Cause Heaven got a toll I can't pay

And as the blood falls from my wrist, yeah
Just know I felt more than I admit, yeah
And as the blood falls from my wrist, yeah
It's three words I'ma leave you with, yeah

Ain't no time to grow when you grow up fast
Only hope I know is hope this pill gon' last
All I've done is paid like I owe the past
Just another day through the lookin' glass

It's three words I'ma leave you with
Ain't no time to grow when you grow up fast
Only hope I know is hope this pill gon' last
All I've done is paid like I owe the past

I been takin' pills like I'm tryna see how high I go
Tomorrow I might grab the gun in front of me, but just for today, I won't (Mmm)
Tell me lies, give me hope, burn my eyes
Bless my ghost way beyond reproach
Vintage trauma what I'm made of, yeah
So much shame, could fill the graveyard
Yeah
Get high to live, that's the trade off
Inner child missin' like it went and strayed off
Mama, don't check the radar
'Cause your baby's falling down
Falling down

Oh, oh, oh, oh, I think it's been some time
Oh, oh, oh, oh, since I could say that I'm fine

Yeah, you make me worry 'bout you when I hear you say that
But, I love you, man