"is this really it?" lyrics
You did good $lick
It's a smash
Yeah, thinkin' back to my first memory, and I feel the pain
They talk and smile about my life, but I don't feel the same
No (Sorry, lonely boy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don't know if it's worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don't waste time with the little shit
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don't waste time with the little shit
Is there life after death or is this really it?
I be arguin' with God, dog, I'm out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when they start to care
Know my dad was tryin' his best, even when he wasn't there
Got my first high, I'm like okay, I understand
Shit, I ain't even mad
And now I'm seizin' on the Xanax thinkin' 'bout my dad
Don't get confused and think they love me, they love what I have
I hate that fake shit, like they don't know what's in the bag, yeah
Nowadays my type of woman the type that ain't gonna run me half
Most days I'm nervous 'bout the future, livin' in the past
37, hope there's Heaven 'cause it's moving fast
Lookin' at my family wantin' to cry knowin' one day they gon' pass, yeah, yeah
Tryna give up holdin' on to things that I know that ain't gon' last
They couldn't fathom all this pressure that I'm dealin' with
Just bought that bitch a car, that ain't affectionate?
I buy that bitch some more, that ain't affectin' it
Heart lovesick, I'm the one infectin' it
She cryin', show me who you are, why you protectin' it?
But what she want is dead and ain't no resurrectin' it
Damn, yeah (Ain't no resurrectin' it)
You know these scars ain't gonna wear themselves over, yeah (Ain't gonna wear themselves)
If you know, you know
Looks like it's 'bout time I go
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don't know if it's worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don't waste time with the little shit
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don't waste time with the little shit
Is there life after death or is this really it?
I be arguin' with God, dog, I'm out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when they start to care
Tryna give up holdin' on to things that I know that ain't gon' last
It's a smash
Yeah, thinkin' back to my first memory, and I feel the pain
They talk and smile about my life, but I don't feel the same
No (Sorry, lonely boy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don't know if it's worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don't waste time with the little shit
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don't waste time with the little shit
Is there life after death or is this really it?
I be arguin' with God, dog, I'm out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when they start to care
Know my dad was tryin' his best, even when he wasn't there
Got my first high, I'm like okay, I understand
Shit, I ain't even mad
And now I'm seizin' on the Xanax thinkin' 'bout my dad
Don't get confused and think they love me, they love what I have
I hate that fake shit, like they don't know what's in the bag, yeah
Nowadays my type of woman the type that ain't gonna run me half
Most days I'm nervous 'bout the future, livin' in the past
37, hope there's Heaven 'cause it's moving fast
Lookin' at my family wantin' to cry knowin' one day they gon' pass, yeah, yeah
Tryna give up holdin' on to things that I know that ain't gon' last
They couldn't fathom all this pressure that I'm dealin' with
Just bought that bitch a car, that ain't affectionate?
I buy that bitch some more, that ain't affectin' it
Heart lovesick, I'm the one infectin' it
She cryin', show me who you are, why you protectin' it?
But what she want is dead and ain't no resurrectin' it
Damn, yeah (Ain't no resurrectin' it)
You know these scars ain't gonna wear themselves over, yeah (Ain't gonna wear themselves)
If you know, you know
Looks like it's 'bout time I go
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't think this hurt gonna ever go away
Don't know if it's worth tryna go another day, oh, ayy
I don't waste time with the little shit
Hope these pills get me right for a little bit
I don't waste time with the little shit
Is there life after death or is this really it?
I be arguin' with God, dog, I'm out of prayers
Bet it be the day I die when they start to care
Tryna give up holdin' on to things that I know that ain't gon' last
