"is it worse to live as a monster or die a good man?" lyrics

You did good, $lick
It's a smash
Sorry, lonely boy

Just confirmed my worst fear, that I'm not enough
Give everything I have to find out it ain't worth that much
Bar set low, love, I don't need it much
But I got everything I dreamed if you're someone I trust

Scrolling down your IG, tryna push these thoughts away
Lately when I try to get close, you seem so far away
I know I'm hard to love with walls you tryna chip away
And by the time you get inside, you'll wish you never stayed

But ain't no cryin' in the Bentley truck
Bein' good never good enough
But ain't no crying in the Bentley truck
I swear these songs never sad enough

Save me a reservation
Yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah
For your expectations

Yeah, peace lookin' like a death wish
Workaholic, I'm restless
Asking me why I'm chained up, confused, I ain't bring a necklace
Cold touch like I'm breathless
Prayed that it wouldn't affect us
Now she on her way to Texas
And now it's green when I text shit

Now I really wanna wreck shit
Crash the Bentley by the exit
Tellin' me I need reflecting
But what you think my mind doin' 24/7? (Fuck)
Say you feel neglected
Pulled the plug on connectin'
Can see it in your eyes

Now you just regrettin'
Now I feel rejected
Thought I played my role, provide and protectin'
I'm sorry I ain't perfect
I'm sorry that I'm workin'
Never cussed, cheated, or hurt you though, gotta count for somethin'

Like a CPA, I can't account for nothing
I know it's hard to love a missing man that is right in front you
Emotions get to runnin', so I get to runnin'
Guess I was meant for some great things, but never meant for lovin'
Yeah

But ain't no cryin' in the Bentley truck
Bein' good never good enough
But ain't no crying in the Bentley truck
I swear these songs never sad enough

Save me a reservation
Yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah (yeah), yeah
For your expectations

Yeah, that's, that's kinda, I don't know, I'm, I'm in this weird hunt
I'm in this weird hunt for me
You know, and you gotta kinda go out into the wilderness and like mess it up a little bit and get dirty a little bit
You know, He made Adam out of dirt
Adam was a dirty motherfucker, you know? Ha-ha
That's the Christian man, you know, you know, He made Eve out of his rib, but he made Adam out of the fucking dirt