"saint maximilian kolbe" lyrics

You did good, $lick
It's a smash
Lonely boy

Self-made out of self-doubt
Trust issues with the iron out
'Cause I got issues I can't iron out
Two-minute warning, out of time-outs

Breaking bread with people that I should've starved
The pill's a symptom, got no cure for the cause
Ain't nothing real, they're all fake and a facade
Fuck how they feel, and I put that shit on God

I got 20 pills inside me
I can barely move my body
I got 20 pills inside me
I can barely move my body

Feel my body shut, shut, shut, shut, shut
Feel my body shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down

Yea, this high got a hold on me
'Cause life done took a toll on me
So many people, but the world's lonely
Lost count of people that done polo on me

Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down

Broken like my daddy, far from perfect
But I couldn't tell you what I did to deserve this
Baby brother asking me, "Was it worth it?"
I see that look up in his eye and I get nervous

How you call me "brother" just to leave me hurting
Deserted?
Now I'm looking for another friend to purchase

I got 20 pills inside me
I can barely move my body
I got 20 pills inside me
I can barely move my body

Feel my body shut, shut, shut, shut, shut
Feel my body shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down
Shut, shut, shut, shut, shut, shutting down